How do you feel about going into academia? I'm not in physics but I have a similar predicament (I have more options though, not just bombs) and I considered the idea of continuing studies, getting a PhD and just being a professor so I didn't have to worry about ethics, but the lack of opportunities to organize labor + the fact I'd probably just be training students to go work for defense companies anyway convinced me to just try to find a more benign job in industry.

[–] Objection@lemmy.ml 6 points 2 days ago

I've considered it, but I might have to go back to school to get the qualifications. I'm also trans and nervous about what that future might look like.

And yeah, there's also the issue of just training people to work for defense companies. At least you could maybe warn them? Tbh, if did go back to school for teaching, I feel like I'd want to teach history instead, it's much more of a "study of everything" than physics is (and is more relevant to politics). Like tbh I kinda lost interest in physics after graduating, for me, it was tied to a lot of things that I've left behind.