"Why should I not be a fascist if..."

That's something only a fascist would say.

if I'm judged only by my immutable characteristics

What immutable characteristic do you think you're being judged by? I don't know anything about you or your immutable characteristics.

I'm not judging you for any immutable characteristics. I'm judging you for being an unsympathetic and pretentious asshole who wants to be a part of the problem instead of part of the solution. You want to tear people down to your level, not lift everyone (including yourself) up to a baseline level of dignity and respect. That's why I'm judging you.

if the world wants me gone, what incentive do I have not to be the same?

That's basically the same rhetoric that zionists use to justify genociding their neighbors. Are you agreeing with them by saying it's a valid argument?

I have been holding back, putting up with bullshit, being kind to people who treat me like dirt because I believed in giving people a chance.

I could sympathize with that. I've felt the same way for a long time. But that's no excuse to start punching down. Direct your anger at the source of the problem, not at your fellow victims just because they're easier targets.

Then they go vote in the Jeffrey Epsteins, and try to exterminate those like me.

Yes, that's a problem. Focus on that, not on lonely guys on the internet who are trying to find a sense of community in some of the only places that actually accept them.

You get what you fucking deserve!

You're projecting a lot of weight onto me with that statement. Weight that I haven't earned. I won't sit by and tolerate you treating me like a maga asshole despite the fact that I've done everything in my power to resist their return to power. You don't know shit about me.

If friendly fire is your only tactic, go join the fascists and be self-destructive over there.