The "bullshit" part was a personal judgement and not vital to the point I was making. The "class of bureaucrats" bit wasn't refuted by you (except some form of "nuh-uh" right now) and also not really the point (it was rather a description of how I see the results of vanguardism). The main point was that Marxism doesn't require Vanguardism, expanded with personal evaluation because I have emotional stakes in the matter and I am not an automaton. Answering "vanguards were actually good, tho" to that point was the non-sequitur bit.
So you're just easily distractable if a personal evaluation is sprinkled in. That's not really worthy to be condemned, but doesn't exactly help a discussion.
Your whole point rests on this (debatable) point. But it still doesn't really connect o the point I made.
"Your analysis doesn't adhere to my model of analysis, which is why it's silly" is such a tankie take. And it doesn't help you case that you're supposedly (still) able to change your view. If you only accept other models of analysis based on how well they fit into your already held beliefs and not on how much their logic is coherent, you'll never evolve your worldview beyond your already held beliefs.