meekah

What is an "actual" color?

My question is why it’s so extraordinarily prevalent

Because many people like it, even though you don't. When done right it's a relatively subtle flavor that mixes well with others.

Better than the 100 or so private companies are asking.

Theres like 3 different tags in the image.

Too bad they're all laid over each other so you can't read them.

Not that it would lead to the source, anyways

Shouldn't will to live and revenge switch places?

Large YouTube channels usually try different titles and thumbnails during the first few hours after upload, so the title OP posted was probably accurate at the time of posting.

Sometimes

if you're already walking on eggshells, it's not a good sign imo.

just ask him. if you end up dating for a longer time, at some point you will have to ask for clarification about something anyways. if that's awkward to him, it would be a red flag in my book. communication is the #1 most important thing in any relationship, and if he can't deal with you making sure you understand him correctly, I don't think he would be able to have a healthy relationship anyways.

Then why are you asking internet strangers? ask your date, they're the only person able to answer your question.

yeah, I am perfectly happy with it doing both english and german, even in one sentence sometimes

So can heliboard

You worry me. Go see a psychiatrist, PLEASE. no matter how much you think this isn't mania, this IS mania.