meyotch

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[–] meyotch@slrpnk.net 6 points 3 weeks ago

It took the DOT over 20 years to migrate their port of entry truck tracking system from COBOL to Oracle (god help them). That system is much simpler than social security.

[–] meyotch@slrpnk.net 2 points 1 month ago

Did you read the article? This is a ground based system.

[–] meyotch@slrpnk.net 1 points 1 month ago

No need to fix perfection

[–] meyotch@slrpnk.net 0 points 3 months ago (1 children)

I finally got strong enough to tolerate stimulants about five years ago. The new capabilities are still amazing to me. In fact my life has steadily improved in almost every way.

The big challenge has been to learn to trust my new super powers. This is me, this is who I really am!

For me the ‘searchlight’ feeling has remained and has become the norm. I was able to go through EMDR a couple of years ago and the feeling of personal efficacy increased even more.

The only problem is that I now see how utterly shitty our society is. But I am also strong enough to keep carving out my own alternate path.

When the truth is found to be lies, and all of the joy within you dies, what then?

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