I get it. At the same time, I fear that in a world such as ours, the only way my brain could let me be happy were if it were majorly damaged. Like, to the point I’d be unaware of my surroundings.

[–] Viking_Hippie@lemmy.dbzer0.com 4 points 1 day ago

I'm in that sweet spot where I'm less happy than I would be if my brain wasn't damaged/defective, but not as happy as I would be if the damage/defect was much more severe!

#Winning! 😮‍💨

[–] Aqivex@fedinsfw.app 1 points 20 hours ago

Personally, I'm about ready to start an n=1 human trial into controlled IQ/EQ/Mental capability reduction.

Just gotta settle on the right poison to take in small doses over time. Not lead though, I rather not attain contentment by turning into what I detest.